aimless

It seems like a while since I've written. I feel aimless and ready to be on spring break, though I really need to work the whole time to catch up. I could be working now, getting things done, but instead I'm procrastinating by surfing the web and writing here.

It's funny how the kids have really gotten into this livejournal thing. I've never heard any of them mention diaryland, though. Which, I guess, is good for me because it wouldn't be so great if they were reading these journals of mine (not that they'd know who I was).

Joe started chatting a bit with some woman from Fla. yesterday while he was playing pool. It's amazing how his tone changes when he is writing to women. He becomes friendly and familiar--with men, he cusses, gets aggressive and hateful, just generally turns into a jerk. He never asks men where they're from, what they do for a living, etc., etc. Only women. Why is that? I was feeling so much better when he just wasn't chatting with women. I hate it.

I've got an appointment with Gail Sat. morning--he has one tomorrow and boy does he need it. I need it--I feel so confused. Just as I start to get secure, he does something that throws it out the window.

I'm feeling a real desire to write and create. I enjoyed putting together the found poem example for my students. I want to start writing again in some way. Doing something that makes me feel good about me.